I am a 20 year old lady from the eastern part of Nigeria. My
parents have been separated since I was about 8, and I’m an only child.
Since I was about 12 years old, I have been engaging in a sexual
affair with my mother’s younger brother who lives with us.
When it started initially, it scared me a lot, and when I
told my mum, she dismissed my report and accused me of making it up, I even got
shouted at for trying to ’ spoil his name’.
Afterwards, I began to enjoy being with him, I was young, so
the little treats he would give me made me feel like he genuinely loved me as
he claimed. He was responsible for picking me up from school and I would be
home alone with him, whilst I did my homework, he would touch me and I was
vulnerable so I responded, and even performed O.S on him, and I would promise
not to tell anybody because nobody would believe me.
At 16, I moved away to boarding school and found that when I
left, I missed him a lot, the way he made me feel, the things he said, the way
he touched me, the excitement of the secret. I would come home on the holidays
excited to see him, and through the holidays, it would continue, sometimes I
even initiated it…
On one Christmas holiday, I lost my virginity to him. After
that, I genuinely felt like I loved him. I convinced my parents to allow me
move back home to attend a day school, and when I did, it just continued. I
have never had such strong feelings for any other guy, and whenever I have seen
him with women, I’m enraged.
To get to the point, I am now in university, and I am still
involved in this relationship, I am not dating and none of my friends know, but
now, I am 6 weeks pregnant. I have never been pregnant before, and we usually
use protection but I am and it could only be for him, because I have never been
with anybody else.
Please,i am scared,I don’t know what to do.
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